Tuesday, February 10, 2009
{ 4:59 AM }
Dear you:
hello. sometimes i think that i am just one of your tools. someone whom you can make use of. i've tried treating you as a friend. yet, time and again you made me realise i can never be right. i understand sometimes it is hard on you. always trying so hard to be accepted. but have you thought of the feelings of others? maybe why you always had to try so hard is because you have never considered how your words or action might just hurt another person. stop trying to stab someone and then find ways to heal that wound. many times when a wound heals, it will leave a scar. i guess maybe you have seen through me. maybe you have already guessed what kind of person i am-timid, dont like to voice up and always keeps to myself. but well, you havent seen the other side of me. i am a very sensitive person. my feelings of strong and hate is very strong. i hope you'll see this soon. stop acting like you are oh-so-great and that you know everything. you know what? actually you don't know that much yet. there are reasons why i do certain things and don't do certain things. unlike you, i do things for a reason. you, only has reasons for running away from things.
i would greatly appreciate if you could just stop.
thanks.
from
theodora.
i don't want to always be the one. anyways, thank you to people who understood what i was going through and how it felt(:
